Lessons

I guess that being watching my movies and keep listening to my music makes me another person, who has no problems or bad feelings. I wish I could live in this world of fantasy forever and ever... It's so warm here. Nobody can hurt me. Nobody can see me. And I'm still not eating well, but that's good in some way... I have to change my habits, anyway... I wish I had courage to work out, but I can badly sleep some nights and go out of my bed... That's the reality now, but something is gonna serve like a lesson, that only living we can learn.